Facebook.

Fast ended today. Went on facebook. And realised that Facebook totally sucks. I officially dislike Facebook. I don't regret fasting, the temptations i went through and everything. Gosh i can't believe i used to waste so much time of my life facebooking == Seriously my goodness!!

Hahahahahahaha, i am very amused.

Out of boredom, i decided to calculate how much time i waste in my life simply by blow-drying my hair.

1 day = 10 minutes blow-drying hair
1 week = 70 minutes
1 year = 70 minutes x 52 weeks
= 3640 minutes

3640 minutes = 61 hours in a year blow-drying my hair.

ARHHGHGHGHGHGHGHGGHHHHHHH

asdafsdfsdfsdfdf WROTE 10 PAGES OUT OF 15 PAGES FOR HISTORY PROJECT ALREADY, yes my brain is dying.. dying... oh man, 5 more pages.

I might be imperfect, but i'm perfectly me.

some people need to appreciate how they are, just as they are. realise they're beautiful and stop complaining about how fat they are, how they wish they were skinny, how they wish they had her legs, her eyes, her face, her hair, his attention. someone, somewhere out there is wishing they could be you, while you're wishing you could be her. its a never ending circle of dissatisfaction.

No Facebook (part 1.5)

Okay so if i have no Facebook, then what on earth am I supposed to do on the internet!? The only thing that is left for me to entertain myself is reading other peoples blogs because i am so utterly cut off from connection with other people... The temptation is getting better though, i actually feel much better without facebook, if thats actually possible!?

I'm very proud of myself because i'm nearly done with my geo project!! It took me about 3 hours, THE TIME I WOULD HAVE NORMALLY USED TO FACEBOOK hahahha i'm very sorry but i'm dang proud of myself lor. This is like a major achievement because i'm such a procrastinator... I probably would excel at procrastinating at being a procrastinator if that were possible.

Thats definitely one good thing about no Facebook. I actually managed to finish my tuition homeworks on time too!! like a few days before the tuition itself instead of normally frantically rushing 20 minutes to finish a karangan in the car before class starts.

Not only that but i get to use the time that i used to waste on Facebook for prayer like for example before youth group, I would normally be on Facebook (i shamefully admit this) instead of preparing myself for youth especially if I'm playing the piano. So without this nasty thing called Facebook distracting me from my prayers i actually get to spend more time with God and I guess i'm rather sad to say that the whole week that I haven't been on Facebook, I actually read the bible a lot more than I can say I did during the previous months..

Guess that shows me things in my life that I didn't realise.

No Facebook (part 1)

For the past week, I decided to do the Daniel fast (or was it the David fast..? haha I think its called the Daniel fast, if I'm not mistaken)! The Daniel fast is a fast whereby you fast from something that takes up a lot of your time or something not important that you spend a lot of time doing, according to Wilson.

So of course, the one thing that takes up a lot, and I mean a lot, of my time would be non other than.. FACEBOOK! Oh, the evils of Facebook! Why dost thou pursue me! Haha, well yes, I do spend really loads of time on Facebook, even though it doesn't benefit me at all and I find Facebook extremely boring, so I don't exactly know why I spend hours on it... Habit, I guess.

I was actually deciding to fast from Internet altogether for 2 weeks (though it was mainly Facebook I was fasting from) but then during the school week we were given like 3 kerja kursus to do, and I want to finish it as soon as possible and those projects need the use of internet so I only managed to fast from the internet for about 1 week (which coming from me, who spends like 3 hours a day on the internet doing absolutely rubbish things like Facebook, is a huge accomplishment..! hahah) which I think is good enough.

I'm still fasting from Facebook for another week though, oh my goodness, it is definitely NOT easy!! I've already been feeling the horrible pangs of temptation during the past few days, and its only been nearly a week since I haven't gone on Facebook.

One more week to go! It would be so easy for me with just one click of my finger to go on Facebook, but discipline, Hannah! Discipline! Discipline yourself! I really need to break this habit of Facebooking everyday, so self-control is important. And so is prayer and seeking God, especially when I'm REALLY TEMPTED, which i am!

All for a good cause though, I hope to be able to not be so addicted to Facebook. Especially when its really very useless, really.. ;)

I think the world really boils down to two types of people - those who see shapes in cloud formations, and those who just see clouds.

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first exams of the year have just finished, HA! just about 4 more to go till PMR, phooey. no big deal. i just put in my earrings again after about 2 months of not wearing them, and it really, really, really hurt. took me about half an hour to get one side in, and it bled as well haha.

today was very boring, maths test, surprisingly i actually knew how to do most of the questions :D the best part was being able to finish paper 1 without using a CALCULATOR, with 15 minutes to spare! happy. paper 2, not so good because i epically failed at the linear equations.
Update: I got an A for maths! Buahahahahaaaaaaa.

Jealousy is a mental cancer.

does anyone know when pmr is? it's already march, time flies really fast this year. i can't wait for next year. i don't like being 15. about 9 or 10 more months till this year is over!