God loves me enough to not always "come to my rescue" in my trials, but to walk me through them, so that He can build in me the strength that I need to fulfill the plan He has for me.

Ghurghhhhghhaahh I'm not going to spend this week wallowing in self-pity (cause self-pity is always always always self-centered!), i'm gonna make the most of this week! haha :) darn studies!! i'm supposed to finish up my khb today but i spent most of today listening to music and flopping around on my bed. i will go study............... soon. bahaha

Hmmmm i wonder how this week will turn out. okay I finally acknowledge i'm sad. dumb pride in me which always wants to run away from unwanted emotions. I'm determined to be thankful and to praise Him though no matter what :D its positively impossible for me to be angry or bitter at such a loving Father! His grace, power and love is all-sufficient. Lord fuel my fire :) roar!

Isaiah 64:4 "No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love Him."