I am aching,
breaking,
falling apart in my attempts to get it together.

I am falling,
drowning,
suffocating in all my deep, centered breaths.

Grasping at strings, trying to pull them towards me
Trying to tie them down
Trying to anchor them to my roots
Trying to keep them from straying wildly in the wind -

I'm trying.
I'm failing.

I need a Saviour
I need a Lover
I need a Healer.


Will your grace run out, if I let You down?
‘Cause all I know is how to run.

Will you call me child, when I tell You lies?
Cause all I know is how to cry.

‘Cause I am a sinner
If its not one thing its another -
Caught up in words, tangled in lies

You are the Savior
And you take brokenness aside
And make it beautiful
Beautiful.

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