We are a generation of hyperboles. Big, bigger, biggest - brobdingnagian! Great, greater greatest - gigantuous! Huge, huger, hugest - humongous!
Our exclamations have gotten bigger
To fit the expanding of our wandering heart.
"There's nothing uglier than the first week of school handwriting."
"It was, literally, the largest sandwich in existence."
"I think I'm going to die if I hear her talk one more time."
There are poems about
How a wanderlusting heart would travel millions of miles in her sleep
Crawl through the oceans of her dreams
Break her bones to dust, shed her skin as she spirals against gravity
To reach the face of the moon where her lovers kiss awaits
There are love songs about
How he would burn
Against a hundred blazing suns
Against the objections of a thousand
Against a million miles of separation,
Combust as he tears and pulls at the layers of atmosphere
To reach the soil of the earth where his lovers feet have planted
Even if he himself were burnt to ashes
An awakening has begun -
Hearts are expanding, trying to grasp the edges of something greater
Trying to tug glory they do not know down to earthly limits
Trying to heighten itself to
Satisfaction?
Nirvana?
The highest level of being?
I think the answer is
A hyperbole of the soul.
I want to transfer my love
Into hyperbolic expressions of love for Love Himself -
Spread my heart out so big
So wide, embrace beauty in the big
The small, the dirty, the broken
Want to love stars heading for black holes back into existence
I want to transform my hyperbolic exclamations of delight in this world
Into a whirling tornado of exaltation for the Exalted
Into every single raindrop that touches the face of the earth, worship
Into the very vibrations of my soundbox, praise
Into my heart,
Truth.
“In the end
I want my heart
to be covered in stretch marks.”
keep me as the apple of Your eye; hide me in the shadow of Your wings {psalms 17:8}
Wednesday, August 28, 2013
“In the end / I want my heart / to be covered in stretch marks.” —Andrea Gibson
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